Hello there!

I keep saying I will be on here more, and I do mean that. Right now is very busy with life and all that is happening with our boys and school. We now have a refferal for my middle boy to be evaluted for possible Autism as well. That would make all three of my sons on some part of the spectrum and I can’t say I am not a bit overwhelmed. Yes, that does happen. I don’t care if you’re Mary Poppins at some point with your children you may just feel overwhelmed, scared, and like you got dealt the crap hand. What is important to remember in those times is… This is not about you. Your kiddos are the ones whose lives are never going to be what you as parents might have wanted for them, or what others expect. But, the interesting thing about that is; who cares? All I can do as a Parent is make sure there are smiles on my sons faces, laughter in their eyes, and kindness in their hearts. If I have accomplished that, then I have been dealt the hand that wins every single time. Yes, there are times I cry, I am crying as I write this. I want them to experience and have all the oppurtunities I had and more. However, they will experience their version of life and I am no one to say it won’t be the most fulfilling and rich experience anyone could hope for. The one thing above all else I and my husband already do, is to make sure they are protected when our time on this Earth is done. Which we are currently in the process of. The people I love, you know who you are, and I couldn’t have this journey without you in our corner. I ask God for patience, grace, a tight lid on my frustration, and the ability to never ever let my children down if it is within my means. For those of you out there who might be going through life with your own tough roads at times. Rememeber you are never alone, it might be hard but ask for help, it makes you strong and shows you have faith in others. That’s a lesson all children should learn by example.

L- Kami